Sunday, September 27, 2009

Adam was allowed to know a woman, since one was not created, for years and year as he named the animals. Moses even wrote that adam looked for someone to be a companion with, but there was no one who fit. Adam knew the longing and desire for a wife, a lover, a helpmeet. Adam would have longed and had the longing met. Adam would have respected above all else eve, he would have loved to no end, looked for everything to please and love her. That is something we lose as a society. Porn, players, and sleezy guys all are emotional distortions of something that was so beautiful and it has all gone ere now.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

There comes a point where we find that we do not want to know what is right. We know, but we hide out conscience. I find that I have been hiding myself in the business of my life. I hide myself in good things, I hide myself in my abilities, my thoughts, my actions. I show myself off to be a good person, I show myself to be a hero to some. In all reality I am a good person to some people, but in the end, we all eventually are reminded of the skeletons in our closest.

We make ourselves busy, we find ourselves in other people’s business, we gossip, we work, we play, all this just to hide our darkness. The beautiful thing about the light is that it gets rid of the darkness, but we have to be willing to find what is hidden right now. Eventually we lose the choice to willing find what is in our darkness and we find them unprepared to deal with it.

The quietness is painful, since we all find what we want hidden.

“ In repentance and rest is your salvation,
In quietness and trust is your strength,
But you would have none of it.”

Isaiah 30:15
it is much easier to face something when it is not your choice. like being pushed instead of jumping, like shooting yourself instead of being shot.

This makes the reasoning of why things happen in life make so much more sense. i doubt we would ever face any of the problems in our life unless we were compelled to by circumstances.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Have you ever noticed that our greatest strengths seem to open up our essence to our greatest weakness?

Look at your weaknesses, all of them stem from your strengths.